Never liked you.

Since I first met you, an emotional storm of epic proportions spent its time occupying one of my mind’s avenues for cogitations.

Have you any idea how IRRITATING it is trying to put up a barrier against you? Taking necessary precautions, ensuring that they, as my defences, stay up.

God, i wonder why I’ve never dealt with you.  Admittedly, I used to enjoy your company, having intimate discussions with you and all. But you grew raucously assertive, and that I WILL NOT STAND FOR.

She was, still is, and will forever be an influential gale force in the fundamental buildings of my life. I really wonder why something like you could’ve manifested from the friendship we shared. It’s sad, really. But I will say, and confess indefinitely that her wings are pretty.

She is beautiful. Made perfect by His love. Sanctified by His blood. Saved by His grace. 

And that is one reason why I must thank you. For you, to some definable degree, helped me realise my mistake and nudged me in the direction I feel He has chosen for me.

Thank you. Now, let’s work on having a mutual friendship.

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I… got a job! :D Now all i need are dates on which I can work. Need… money for presents.

GAH.

D:

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JIN QING. CAN YOU COME BACK TO SINGAPORE ALREADY. I MISS THE MOUSSE OUT OF YOU. ): ): ):

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On a brighter note, Christmas is in less than 24 hours. I want this Christmas to be better than the previous ones.

… have to start praying then.

 But even if He doesn’t answer me with the responses I want,

Thank You, Lord. <3